So I guess I should first start of by saying that I will be re-entering the working world by the end of this month. I need to go back to work to help pay the mound of medical bills that we have. It is not ideally what I want to do, but it is what I have to do for my family. I hope Caleb does well with this change. I have not been getting a lot of sleep as I stay up worrying that this is going to effect him negatively. I hope and pray that me going back to work will not be hard for him or Camryn.
As I am prepping myself to return to work, I am getting very emotional about things that I will miss while at work. One of which, is taking Caleb to the bus stop every day. Today, I took him to the bus stop early, since it was so nice out. He, Camryn, and I played while we waited at the bus stop. They are such good kids. Every day after Caleb gets on the bus, Camryn and I stand and wave to him, blow kisses, and sign 'I love you' while the aid buckles him in. Caleb had another great moment today as when I waved, he waved back. I just wanted to start bawling. He makes me so so proud! That little boy has more fight in him than ANYONE I have ever met. He is simply amazing. Yes, he has delays, but heck, who wouldn't after all he has been through. I am so proud of what obstacles he has overcome and I know many are ahead. I will help you buddy overcome them. Even though mommy has to work, I will continue to help! I love you and am so very proud of you. Thank you for the wave today, it was like you knew I needed that! I love you, your sister, and daddy with all my heart!
God Bless you all!!
God Bless Caleb and Camryn!!
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