Ephesians 3:20 "Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us"

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

He Melts my Heart

So I guess I should first start of by saying that I will be re-entering the working world by the end of this month.  I need to go back to work to help pay the mound of medical bills that we have.  It is not ideally what I want to do, but it is what I have to do for my family.  I hope Caleb does well with this change.  I have not been getting a lot of sleep as I stay up worrying that this is going to effect him negatively.  I hope and pray that me going back to work will not be hard for him or Camryn.
As I am prepping myself to return to work, I am getting very emotional about things that I will miss while at work.  One of which, is taking Caleb to the bus stop every day.  Today, I took him to the bus stop early, since it was so nice out.  He, Camryn, and I played while we waited at the bus stop.   They are such good kids.  Every day after Caleb gets on the bus, Camryn and I stand and wave to him, blow kisses, and sign 'I love you' while the aid buckles him in.  Caleb had another great moment today as when I waved, he waved back.  I just wanted to start bawling.  He makes me so so proud!  That little boy has more fight in him than ANYONE I have ever met.  He is simply amazing.  Yes, he has delays, but heck, who wouldn't after all he has been through. I am so proud of what obstacles he has overcome and I know many are ahead.  I will help you buddy overcome them.  Even though mommy has to work, I will continue to help!  I love you and am so very proud of you.  Thank you for the wave today, it was like you knew I needed that!  I love you, your sister, and daddy with all my heart!

God Bless you all!!

God Bless Caleb and Camryn!!

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